Well here it is my first blog...had to Google what one was and how to do it first! This is just stuff straight from my mind and onto modern paper, to try and help me get it out of my head. I left school with no education or exams, so if you've had the mis-fortune to stumble upon this then please forgive any spelling issues, incorrect words or grammar issues. These are nothing more than ramblings of an ageing man struggling to be happy and find his place in life. The struggles are mine and I'm pretty sure I just need to 'man-up', but they are honest feelings and thoughts in an unfiltered way. There are also some general musings about life, well I say musings, I probably mean moanings!